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        I was tagged by precious Heichukar, I'm so sorry this took so long ;_;

I am going to choose Tristan, my sad little bakaball... He hasn't really appeared here before, on Tumblr he has made quite a few entrances here and there.

RULES:

1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the question/statements as if you were that OC.
3. Tag four people to do this meme.
 

1. What is your name?
Tristan

2. Do you know why you are named that?
I don't know I... I guess it doesn't really matter.

3. Are you single or taken?
*blushes intensely* Huh?

4. Have any abilities or powers?
No, I really don't... Someone said I could do something really powerful if I wanted to but I don't believe them.

5. Stop being Mary Sue.
I'm sorry but I don't exactly know what you mean... *blush*

6. What's your eye color?
Blue

7. What's your hair color?
Very light blue.

8. Have any family members?
None left...

9. Oh? How about pets?
No..B-but I'd love to! Perhaps a kitten... Or a puppy...

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
Um... Well, I don't like myself very much.

11. Do have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
This sounds silly but I like walking in the woods... It's so quiet, or actually noisy but in a quiet way... Ah, I'm sorry now I'm rambling!

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in anyway?
Yes! I mean... I must've... In so many ways...

13. Ever...killed anyone?
It was an accident I didn't mean to-!! I uh... I mean no. No... *sigh*

14: What kind of animal are you?
M-me? An animal? I wouldn't deserve to be one, I'm just a boy...

15. Name your worst habits.
I guess...everything. I really shouldn't even exist.

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
Well...My friend Aiden is really cool! *facial expression lightens up a bit*

17. Are you gay, straight or bisexual?
*extreme blush* W-w-wha....

18. Do you go to school?
No I don't and I know I should, now you must think I'm lazy...

19. Ever want to get married and have kids one day?
To be honest, I really don't think anyone will like me enough to marry me... B-but I'd love to! I guess...

20. Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?
Eehh???! I am sure I don't and never will

21. What are you most afraid of?
Future, people...myself.

22. What clothes do you usually wear?
Well I...don't really have anything else than this sweater I got from Aiden and these pants...

23. What's one food that tempts you?
Well it's not really food but I really like tea *shy smile*

25. Well, it's still not over!
O-oh... It's fine, I can talk a bit more *gulp*

26. What class are you( low/middle/high )?
Very low... If my own perspective of myself counts...

28. What are your thoughts on pie?
I like raspberry pie, so if it's that one, I'd like to have some! But anything is fine, really...

29. Favorite drink?
Oh, now I feel silly... I already said tea...

30. What's your favorite place?
I'd just want to feel home somewhere... Now nowhere's my favourite...

31. Are you interested in anyone?
Umh... No... No.

32. That was a stupid question.
Oh don't beat yourself up. If I had asked the questions, I'm sure they'd been a lot sillier. Haha...ha...Yeah.


33. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
Lake, I'm scared of how deep the ocean is and what lurks in the depths...

34. What's your type?
Type? As in...what? I don't understand, I'm so sorry...

36. Camping or outdoors?
Isn't it the same thing? Tell me if I'm wrong *slight blush*

Okay there you go.... Tristan really is one depressed poor little boy. :'D I'm supposed to tag four people but I don't really know who to tag, except for Tinalbion and I'm not completely sure if you've done this already xD But anyone who feels like doing this is welcome to do so and if you want to, you can tag me so I can read them!

Anyway, have a wonderful day!

I was tagged by Tinalbion, thank you so much! ^^
Decided to finally do this.

ONE-
 Spell your name without vowels:
clmthsks

TWO- Are you single: 
Why yes ;> lol

THREE- What’s your favorite number?: 
9 (I don't know why)

FOUR- What color do you wear most?: 
Earthy colors, like grey and black, but lately I've been into pastel colors!

FIVE- Least favorite color?:
Green I guess? You know the Christmas green

SIX- Favorite candy?: 
mmmmmmmmmmHHHHH CHOCOLATE

SEVEN- What do you smoke?: 
Why mushrooms of course, but only when I'm flying near the sun and have my pet dragon with me.

EIGHT- Are you happy with your life right now?:
Well... I guess I'm as happy as it's possible for me right now. I'm much happier than a couple months ago, that's for sure!


NINE- Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?:
YES. Selena Gomez and Mila Kunis, but I just...no. Ughhhh.


TEN- What is your favorite class in school?:
Art and psychology were my favourites in high school.

ELEVEN- Do you shop at Hollister /DC /Bluenotes?:
I'm sorry...what?

TWELVE- How do you make money?:
Working. I'm stealing from the rich and then I give th...Wait no, I just steal from the rich.

THIRTEEN- Who is your best friend?:
They're not here and I actually have two : D

FOURTEEN- Where do you go to school?:
I don't go to school.

FIFTEEN- Are you outgoing?:  
Sometimes, with the right people.

SIXTEEN- One word to describe you?:
Weird.

SEVENTEEN- Favorite pair of shoes?: 
At the moment my ever so sparkly pair of gold and white espadrilles

EIGHTEEN- Do you own big sunglasses?:
YUUUUSH! I love all them big and round ones, they're the best. I was told they make me look like an anime villain so obviously I'm never going to wear any other kinds ever again.

NINETEEN- Where do you wish you were right now?:  
In LA, 'ey! Or Akihabara.

TWENTY- What should you be doing right now?:
I'm not quite sure, probably cleaning!

TWENTY ONE- Do you have a crush on anyone right now?:
Uhhu... Let's not talk about this okay.


HONEST SECTION:

Honestly, what's on your mind right now?:
 
Honestly honestly? Cintiq haha

Honestly, what are you doing right now?: 
Writing this and listening to this

Honestly, have you done something bad today?: 
I woke up

Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?:
Whaaaaaaaat nooooooo.... Okay I DON'T WANT TO but my little sister is 9, okay! It's impossible not to at least hear some of that shit while being in the same room.

Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: 
My other best friend

Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?:  
Meh, not exactly. I've learned to let go of jealousy, it doesn't take me anywhere. Instead, I admire!

Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: 
One of my former friends.

Honestly, do you bite your nails?: 
Eww no, do you know how much bacteria there are under there?!

Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: 
(I'm sorry Tina for copying but srsly xD ) Markiplier. Yes. Him. Now.

Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: 
Yes indeed I am.

Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?: 
No?


THE CANS:

Can you blow a bubble?:
 
Yes.

Can you do a cartwheel?: 
Noooo ToT

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?:
Hai. Akuma de shitsuji desu kara.

Can you whistle?: 
Nope ._.

Can you wiggle your ears? 
Hell yeah!

Can you wiggle your nose?:  
Yup

Can you roll your tongue?: 
Yeah yeah! *nods vigorously*

Can you make a clover with your tongue?: 
I have to admit, I had to look this up on Google because wth I've never even heard of this :----D So no.


ANGER SECTION:

What do you do when you're mad?:

I'm so silent everything explodes around me. Oh, and I go for a jog also.

What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: 
Hmm. I might have slightly beat someone. But I mostly yelled. I'm very ashamed of this, because it has to do with my ocd, the person didn't really do much. But to me it was a huuuuuge fucking thing.

Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: 
Ummmm no, I'm usually the one crying ;_;


CRYING SECTION:

Ever really cried your heart out?:
 
Mmmh no I don't think so because I find crying very painful and useless thing, it never makes me feel any better, just worse.

Ever cried yourself to sleep?:  
Yup.

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?:
When she was still my friend. (holy shit Tina again I swear :----DDD)

Ever cried over the opposite sex?: 
Goddammit. Yes...

Ever cried over the same sex?:
I don't think so?

Do you cry when you get an injury?: 
I'm pretty good at handlingm physical pain so no.

Do certain songs make you cry?: 
Yes. The Zankyou no Terror soundtrack. Every goddamn time. And some other songs but only because they relate to people who are no more and I miss them very much.

Do certain movies make you cry?: 
Okay I'm sorry but I really tear up in the V for Vendetta end, it's so awesome and sad at the same time :'D

Ever cried from reading a book?:  
I don't recall doing so


HAPPY SECTION:

Are you usually a happy person?:

This is interesting. Because I see myself as very melancholic and pessimistic but my friends see me as a very happy and funny person.

What makes you the happiest?: 
My friends, family, YouTube, drawing and animals ^^

Does being with your friends make you happy?: 
I just told you : DD

Do you believe in yourself? 
I want to say yes. Like really badly.

Do you wish you were happier?: 
Of course. I always do. But I've learned to be content with what I have right now.

Is being happy overrated?:
Why on earth would it be? Oh silly you

Can music make you happy?: 
Yes, at least momentarily


LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?:
 
None in the way you're asking.

Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: 
Yes.

Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'I love you'?: 
Yes and I hated it xDD I'm a terrible terrible person.


HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?:
 
Okay take a seat. This will take a while.

Have you ever been on a hit list?: 
Definitely! I'm 100 % sure I have.

Are you a mean bully?:  
I am what you are to me. But since I was bullied through almost all my school years, I really don't want to bully anyone.

Do you hate George Bush?: 
I just... I'm from Finland okay : D I don't know shit.


SELF ESTEEM SECTION:

Is your self-esteem extremely low?:
 
Yes.

Do you think you're good looking?: 
I'm just fabulous, that's all.

Do you wish you could be someone else?: 
No actually. I'm starting to get to know myself and see what I can become. Oh wait maybe I want to be my future self :---D


LOOK AT ME:

What is your current hair colour?:
 
Dark brown (it's my own natural color)

What is your eye colour?: 
Brown

What is your skin tone?: 
I was told it was olive?? Lol I don't know xD It's kind of dark, at least for a Finn

Current piercings?:
Five on my ears. Want more.

Have any tattoos?: 
Nope, though I'd kinda like to. But I'd get bored to it xD

Straight hair or curly?: 
Wavy, if it would be cut short then probably very curly.


CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?:

Oooo this is a Tasty Network and ScribbleNetty teamed up Cryaotic shirt, this one
(holy shit I actually found a picture of it, it's so old)

HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?:
 
What the- of course I have

Been on the phone until the sun came up?: 
Umm no. When I was a kid I didn't have friends and now that I'm grown up I can't pay such bills lol

Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: 
No : DD I'm veeerry talented at holding it! Heck yeaah

Laughed so hard you cried?: 
Oh yes xD And I'm still very sorry about that, it looked messy eugh

Got in a fight with someone?: 
Why yes, multiple times. Fite me!


THE LAST:

Person you talked to in person?:
 
My sister, she walked past me just now (she's 19)

Person you talked to online?: 
Tinalbion probably xD

Person you hugged?: 
I think it was my mum :'DD


RANDOM:

Do you like surveys?:
 
Not a fan, these kinds are okay

Do you get along with your parents?:
Yes, most of the time.

Do you have mental breakdowns?:
If we are talking about the _actual_ serious ones, yes. I had two last year and it is the most horrifying thing.


CURRENT:

Current mood:
 
A little hungry, but otherwise just peachy.

Current music: 
I'm listening to this (this is on a playlist that I made for myself)

Current hair style:
On a lazy bun

Current crush: 
Shushh

Current thing I ought to be doing: 
I really don't know okay!!! : D Oh wait, maybe eating since I'm hungry.

Current windows open: 
This, YouTube, Tumblr

Current desktop picture: 
This


THE DIDS:

Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?:

Nope but I was the one getting hurt quite a lot.

Did you ever run away from home?:
No, they got food

Did you ever want to be a doctor?: 
Oh hell to the fuck no

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?:
Actually yes :'D


THE DO'S:

Do you know how to swim?:
 
Yeah, I'm a badass like that

Do you like roller coasters?: 
Some yes, it depends : D

Do you own a bike?: 
Yes but I prefer walking everywhere.

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: 
You mean like eating or preparing them? : D Yeah sure, bring it.


THE DOES:
Does hair loss run in your family at all?
 
No... I thought women can't really become bold anyway. In usual cases.

Does your car get good gas mileage?
What car are we talking about exactly :--D I usually borrow my dad's cars huhu

Does your family have family picnics? 
Nope, you can't do that in Finland, just look at the weather holy shiet


THE HAVES:

Have you ever been on a plane?
  
No actually

Have you ever been to the ocean? 
Yes, multiple times

Have you ever painted your nails? 
Yup and regret it every time! Nah, kidding


THE HOWS:
How tall are you?
 
175 cm

How much money do you have on you right now? 
Uhh nothing


THE LASTS:

Last person you hung out with?:

Heichukar Sans icon - Cool 

Last thing someone said to you?: 
My sister showed me something she had baked, can't remember the exact words xD

Last thing you said out loud?:
Noooooo what the hell why is it storming outside


THE WHATS:

What are you listening to?: 
Mostly soundtracks, classical music, electronic, etc... I listen to pretty much everything as long as I like it but not rap or heavy metal.

What is the weather outside?:  
THE THUNDERSTORM IS COMING BRACE YOURSELVES... AND YOUR SHELVES

What radio station do you listen to?: 
I hate listening to radio

What was the last restaurant you ate at?: 
Hesburger if that can be called a restaurant xDD (it's a finnish burger place)

What was the last thing you had to drink?: 
Pure organic green tea with jasmine

What was the last movie you watched?: 
Carrie


Okay HOLY SHIT that was long (I say holy shit a lot, holy shit). I'm seriously very moved and impressed if someone read through that all! I'm not going to tag anyone, you can answer if you want to and tag me so I can come and read it :) I'm not sure who has already done this and honestly I don't really know who to even tag to begin with. Except mayde Heichukar huhuhu >: D

Have a great one guys, I hope you're having much nicer weather than I do here!
Hi there. I have been thinking about starting a Tumblr blog dedicated to my art for a long time now, and after refreshing my old blog and removing everything unnecessary I started posting from a clean table. So if you want to follow me there too, here.  I'm very happy if you do! ^^ There will be more sketches and wips and other stuff that is not as official as here. (If you can call this official xD)

Yup. That's it!


#deviantartistquestionnaire 

1. How long have you been on DeviantArt?
Just 11 months now, so I'm kinda new to this, but I have been visiting dA since elementary school ^^

2. What does your username mean?
Well...I don't exactly remember how my username came to be, BUT I have always wanted to fly and rise up to the sky where there are no people around and everything looks different. Have a different perspective on things. And I don't mean flying like on the plane or anything like that, I'd literally like to fly by myself xD Also, I have always been very ambitious so the phrase "claim the skies" is like an order or suggestion for myself to claim my own place in this world and make room for the things I love. To create and broaden my own skies and see them like no-one else sees.

3. Describe yourself in three words.
Creative, melancholic, passenger.

4. Are you left or right handed?
Right!

5. What was your first deviation?
This thing right here xD V ftw
 Ideas Are Bulletproof by ClaimTheSkies

6. What is your favourite type of art to create?

Well, original for starters. As I released myself from an artblock that held me prisoner for five or six years, I was so happy when I actually started drawing my own stuff without looking any references, that I began to cry (yup, I am a HUGE cry baby at all situations xD ) When it's about genres, I'd say fantasy and sometimes even sci-fi (I've been into some space stuff recently). I still mostly draw traditional art because that's what I'm most familiar with, but I'm very eager to learn more and more about the digital side as well. And I try to unite these two forms as often as usual, that's when it's most fun \o/

7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
Digitaalllll. Definitely that.

8. What was your first favourite?
This one, because Tiger&Bunny is still da shit and always will be and Elffi is awesome :>
 Barnaby Brooks Jr. - Tiger and Bunny - WIP by Elffi

9. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?

Well anything that I find amazing or has a strong impact on me. Or something that makes me smile like an idiot :D Sometimes I favourite friends' works just because they're awesome and they deserve it.

10. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?
Ah, now this is an easy one. tincek-marincek, I love you. She (or they) is just amazing and her works keep leaving me breathless. Plus she shares awesome and very helpful tutorials and always answers to everybody, I think that is so cool! There are also many others, but I guess one I should mention is shilin because I absolutely adore her works and I really enjoy watching her streams, they are always so cozy and she's giving amazing tips and communicates with us 'noobs' :'D

11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
Aaah, well probably tincek or DestinyBlue, she seems like a really nice and cool person :)

12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?
Well I think I wouldn't be lying that much if I said that shilin inspired me to start writing and drawing my own comic ^^ Also many more have helped and encouraged me each in their own way.

13. What are your preferred tools to create art?
Photoshop CS6 and traditional art tools, mostly pencils and watercolour.

14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
Definitely home, but sometimes I feel inspired in random places and that's why I keep my sketch book with me wherever I go. Also sometimes I start taking pictures for reference in the most awkward places haha ^^'

15. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
Well um, since I have been here for so little time and I struggle to find the time to submit and be active here I don't have that many memories, but I'm happy I joined and I love it when I get to discuss stuff with people and see all the amazing (how many times have I written amazing during this entry) art here ^^

Happy birthday DeviantArt!

So close to the infamous sweet sixteen, are we.
About a week ago I happened to start a blog. Yeah...a blog. Why? Because I am about to start posting my very own web comic named Elysian - Dona eis requiem. I thought that writing a blog would keep me motivated and I could post some sketches and not so official stuff there, so I don't have to spam here. 

I have never written any kind of blog so this is all new to me and I apologize if the start is horrible. ^^' I don't have any idea of how often I'll be posting but well, I have to start from something and see where I'm gonna end up. Anyway I am glad if anyone wants to take a peek every now and then, here's a link to the blog: claimtheskies.wordpress.com/

The appearance of the blog is also horrific but worry not! I intend to make a proper background as soon as I have the time and also make some other changes as well.

See you around!
The spring is coming everyone! Gyaaaaahhh! I'm so pumped because I have so many things I want to do and some of them are already done but I can't show them yet but my hype doesn't go away...! God damn.

The point is, although I have a crap load of stuff to do, everything's gonna be okay. Daijoubu.

Really quick entry because I noticed the last one was a bit after the New Year so...yeah :'D

Onward, soldiers!
A bit late but Happy New Year to every visitor and my few but wonderful watchers! You're awesome. I have been, yet AGAIN, a bit inactive here due some issues in my life but that doesn't mean I haven't been creating anything. No. I might put my works here as soon as I got the time, I actually did some as Christmas presents too.

But anyway, I feel a bit better now and just wanted to let everyone know they deserve an absolutely amazing 2015!

Keep it up, folks.
And it is yet again the middle of the night here and whoops I got a sudden urge to write a journal entry. I know for some these entries don't really mean anything and very few people actually write them, or not that often at least. Well neither do I, but I have always loved to write and I see dA as a place where you can freely express yourself in anyway you desire so why not take advantage of this side of the coin as well.

I went through some dark and deep waters but the moment my head popped above the surface and my brain got some air I realized a few things. No, these aren't probably anything new and yes, I might forget these the moment I go to sleep. However, I love the feeling that you can have the experience of great understanding and trust on your actions, even if it is just a momentarily feeling. And even if those dark waters are surely going to pull me back again.

I have had some rough time finding my place everywhere I've ever gone and the same phenomenon seems to continue. This doesn't bother me as much as before, though, because I have started to accept the wandering and lost side of me. I've set my gaze to the journey instead of the destination or goal. It's okay not to know where I'm headed. It's okay to be insecure of what to do. It's okay to fail at things. And you know what? It's actually okay to be socially awkward. No kidding.

I have been quite inactive here on my behalf, but believe me there is an enormous pile of sketches and wips waiting, more like screaming, to be continued. I'm super hyper excited to learn more about everything and I feel very accomplished by just playing and fooling around with different tools and techniques, not just by completing a piece of art. Of course that is satisfactory beyond words, as well.

I read from somewhere that you should imagine yourself as a plain canvas every morning and paint yourself a beautiful day, which I really liked. I have also picked a very nice quote from Albert Einstein, the genius himself: "Logic will get you from A to B. Imagination will get you everywhere." I completely agree with this one.

Have a nice and creative week!
Aaand it is one of my favourite days of the year once again. The fifth of November. As some might guess, I love the movie V for Vendetta and everything related to it and thus this day has a special meaning to me.

It is 2:46 am here where I live, but I just have to write a few words about this terrorist, or freedom fighter, whatever you want to call him :'D I fell in love with the movie the very first time I saw it and watched it twice a day for a week after that. I still watch the movie every fifth of November and tend to celebrate V and every other revolutionary characters as well. Recently, I made the terrible and yet the best possible decision to watch an anime called Zankyou no Terror which, how ever so conveniently, told the story about two young terrorists, Nine and Twelve. These two hit the spot even more than V and they are among the best and dearest characters of all time, for me.

Now I do not know what it is with terrorists and me, but something about their ideals and backgrounds touches me. They have been abused and treated like objects, and they want a revenge. And yet they do want to harm as few people as possible and bring justice to everyone. They act brave and calm because they seem to know they are going to die at some point, but before they go, they want to change the world - even if it is just a bit.

I was, yet again, supposed to post something revolution related but oh look, there's nothing there. I am once again making promises that might take a little while to redeem but! I assure you there will be plenty of revolutionary art to come.

Remembering runs through both the movie and the anime as a collecting thought. In Vendetta, the poem about Guy Fawkes tells everyone to remember the deed he never finished, but more importantly his idea of freedom. In ZnT the two boys, especially Nine, keep remembering the facility they were kept in and eventually Nine asks Shibazaki to remember them. As V said, people are the ones giving power to the symbol and without them the symbol is meaningless. There is no point of doing anything if no-one will remember it. So, whatever the pain, grief, problem or struggle you're dealing with, I want you to remember that there is more than there seems to it. There are other people who think exactly like you and there are those who have had it much worse. Remember who you are, who you want to become and more importantly: remember the path you have come. It doesn't have to define you or drag you down, just accept its presence and use it as a tool to shape the wider road you have in front of you. Make everyone remember you.
Yay it's Halloween! My favorite holiday after Christmas. Been reeeally busy but boy am I excited to learn more about digital painting and also get better in traditional form as well. I have so many ideas buzzing through my head! I was planning on making something publishable (is that even word? Well it is now, accept its presence from now on) but! What a surprise, social life and school interfered. Goddammit.

Well, at least I was able to edit the appearance of my deviant page although it is not the prettiest in town, not even in Halloween Town :'( Ah well. :'D

Have a terribly nice Halloween!
Why, oh why! is it so hard to keep the balance between work and play? Although sometimes I can't tell the difference :'D A new week is soon to be at hand, and I'm so glad I had it in me to post two more drawings from the past. I am of course feeling bad for not posting anything fresher, but that doesn't mean I'm not working on anything! ^^

I have at least thousand and one ideas swirling through my mind but for some odd reason they like to run away and hide when I have the feeling I'd like to pick one or more of them and start scribbling or sketching. Oh well, maybe if I try to lure them out with some blank pages and new pencils, they will co-operate...
After many years of needless hesitating here I am, joining the oh! so famous DeviantArt which popularity is well-deserved, I imagine. It will take some time to get on the train, so to say, but I'll do my best. After all, what good is an artist if one can't share ones creations to the whole wide rest of the world?